There comes a time in one's life when you kind of just have to let go
of trying to be/act perfect. I think, for me, I've let different parts
of my perfectionistic ways go at different times in my life. Now, I'm
not saying that I'm not still a perfectionist, because if you saw me
writing a paper or even this post, you would realize that I am. Don't
get me wrong though, there are usually clothes strewn all over my room
and I'm terrible at vacuuming, so obviously it's not everything (I just
fixed this sentence about 5 times for instance).
You may be
wondering why this topic is coming up, so we'll get right to that. I
dropped my GPA a little bit this semester. At first, everything inside
me cringed when I realized it had dropped some. Yeah, I'm one of those
people that is super concerned with her own grades. However, as I
started to complain to my best friend about my seeming failure, I
realized how fickle and ridiculous I was being for getting so upset
about it. As I put it to her, there are people starving in other
countries, and I'm living my precious American college girl lifestyle
complaining about a couple of B's. It's not that grades aren't
important, because they are, but I did try this semester. I'll admit I
took a few too many Pinterest/Facebook breaks, but I tried and it's a
lesson learned for me. I set really high standards for myself and I'm
still not totally okay with the B's, but life goes on and grades get
forgotten. The grades don't define me, I make them. They aren't stamped
on my forehead the rest of my life thank goodness.
So, yeah, I'm
that girl that gets upset over a few not-so-satisfactory-to-her grades,
but God's working on me. I'm having to realize that I'm not those
grades, I'm who I am in Christ and that is more ultimate than anything
else. We all need to believe that more and I'm praying we do.
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